3.1.26

Hello everyone, and thank you for following my blog.

Among the many, many, things I do, which I shall share with you in the future blog posts, there are some stupid ones. One such thing happened on 11.10.25, which resulted in tears in my left shoulder subscapularis and supraspinatus. It was after fetish expo, around 1am, when I decided it would be a good idea to deliver over an hour of rough body play, specifically punching. I wasn't feeling any pain while doing it. On the contrary, every muscle in my body was singing with joy at the long forgotten pleasure of letting loose and raining unending punches.

In the morning my arm felt numb and after a couple of days I had trouble moving it at all. Every twist and turn had me gritting my teeth in pain. Amazingly cause and effect didn't connect for me for a while. Only when I was describing my latest play to a friend, it clicked. Hitting a surface as hard and dense as a wall for over an hour, somehow slipped my mind as the possible cause of my injury.

Concurrently scans were performed and revealed the torn muscles, and I had the joy of explaining the activity to multiple people of my care team, some of whom looked at me in horror, 'Why would you punch a wall, and why for so long?'

'It wasn't a wall, it was like a wall.'

'Why would you want to do that?'

'Because it was fun.' I can see confusion and disbelief in their eyes. 'It wasn't a wall, but a very dense pair of buttocks, placed in such a way that only the muscles were on the surface. ‘ Even in the midst of excitement, I made sure that it wouldn't harm the bottom.

The diagnosis didn't solve the problem of course,. Next will come hours and hours of rehabilitation, very painful massages and no upper body training for the foreseeable future. If that doesn’t make a difference, surgery will become a real possibility. So yes, that happened.